10-31-2012

Its funny how a single experience can affect you and the way you feel entirely. I sit her at eleven forty seven on October thirty first twenty twelve and I just had one of those moments.  First let me start at the beginning lately I've been feeling out of place, lost, and without a true purpose. Its something I've been struggling with for awhile now but those feelings aren't really why I'm writing right now.  Instead while I was sitting thinking about myself and my fears and my general direction in life something just switched on. I realized that I am not the only one. I'm sure there are countless others who feel, or have felt similar, almost disillusioned with where they are. People from all walks of life, all dealing with their own problems, all living their own lives. That realization made me feel so sad for a moment. That there are so many dealing with finding who they are trying to find happiness its kinda tragic, but out of that small moment of sadness I realized that knowing you are not the only one helps. So my heart goes out to anyone who has ever lost something. Anyone who has felt like they don't belong. Anyone who has ever felt lonely, scared, confused, lost, or hopeless. My heart goes out to everyone. I wish all of you could read this so you too know your not alone, and maybe that's where you're at right now or maybe you know someone who is if you do please pass it on. It isn't much but maybe someone else out there can get something positive out of me writing this. May all of us find what we are looking for. May all of us find happiness, may we find our path and the courage to follow it wherever it leads us.