so hey at least I picked a proper name!

Yeah so ive noticed that ive picked a pretty much accurate name for my blog in the sense that very few people actually read what is said here..which is fine with me, I use my blog more for a way to express my thoughts than to reach people. Besides if people did read this they might think im crazy, much like a similar experience I had earlier this week when trying to describe how I sometimes think about how strange it is that we are all humans and what that really means...now of course I understand that most people wont get that, and it probably doesn't help that im terrible at explaining exactly what i mean. Not to mention when put on the spot I usually end up sounding either bat shit insane or stoned out of my mind. I guess what im getting at is im glad I have this blog and who knows maybe someday in the future people will read it, either way im leaving something behind, Im creating something that should be around for the inevitable future...and thats where im at now, I should probably get some sleep since its 4 a.m. but I definitely plan on coming back here tomorrow and discussing in length some other ideas Ive been rolling around in my head for the past few days...good night(or should i say morning) interwebs