2 am rambling

So its like 2 am so naturally im deep in thought once more. Ive been thinking about whether or not i believe in fate or that we as humans are in control of our destines. Some people think that everything that comes our way is predetermined that all events happen because that is what is meant to happen, However tend to think that everything that happens in our day to day lives, every choice we make and every event that takes place could never be just fate. There are to many possible outcomes and too many paths that we can take. Which leads to a whole different thought and thats what makes us choose what path we take? Is it fear? Is it aspiration or is it different for everyone. I think that its not so much choosing a path as it is wandering through a jungle, getting beat up until by pure accidentalness you stumble upon a small semblance of a trail that you follow until it too becomes covered in vines. I guess what im saying is that we all go through hard things and we all learn from our experiences, or at least some of us do. However I think that saying that you've finally found your path is a falsehood. Life is too grand for just one road and eventually you will probably have to leave that path but thats ok because thats what makes us human. The constant drive of moving forward in an attempt to not only learn but grow. not only about ourself but about the world we live in. Anyways I probably sound crazy and feel free to tell me what you think. Its awfully late and i really should be sleeping haha.