day 15-Moments

So I missed a day so ill do two to make up for it. I mean its gonna happen every once in awhile. Im not to worried about it. Anyways enjoy!


moments..
the life ahead seems so distant
clouded by the ever present doubt
that seems to creep into my mind
It tells me that Im doomed to fail and
that all Ill ever be is trapped in this
current state of uncertainty and overall
disdain for the person that I have become

but what if i became this person for
a reason. What if me struggling with all
these emotions and fears and doubts is
not who I am destined to become but
who I used to be? I still hope for the day
when I wake up and not feel like Im a
stranger to myself. That moment when
I know that everything will work out.

sometimes It feels like I am surrounded
by people and yet feel so alone. I know that
there are those that love and care about me
and yet I still continue to walk down this road
that seems to go nowhere...there are small moments
when a hand reaches for mine tugs me in the right
direction..and in those moments everything just seems to
fade and the world makes sense.

so Ill cling to those moments and try to make
them last. Because those small moments mean
the most to me..a friend to listen...a word of encouragement
a shared emotion..someone to laugh with..someone who
just lets me be me...these small moments make my life
worth living..

I will probably never be rich..Ill probably never be famous..the only thing
I have is these moments that define who I am and who I am to be...
so Ill live my life take it a day at a time. Live through the moments
and just try to love..maybe thats the meaning of life..to live through the
small moments others have created...and in return create
those moments for those around you!